Not This One Too!!!

OK, for real tho, ya gotta be kidding me, right? So...I'm excited about what God is doing in my life, my dreams are coming to fruition, only this time, I'M ACTUALLY AWAKE! LOL God has blessed me to be in the right places at the right times to meet the right people who are connected to my destiny! He has assured me over & over that I have the KEY TO DISCOVER MY SUCCESS WITHIN! (you're probably thinking, "ok, but, this iain't funny, it should be on the Family & Friends Cafe blog)
Well, its funny alright, because I'm scurrying about to get ready for physical therapy of my left leg when DOWN the stairs I step & BAM! Right foot, all twisted upon contact of the floor & a shoe!!! LOL Why am I laughing? Well, because, its my right ankle...on the way to physical therapy... for my left extremity...which I hurt going UP the stairs at work! LOL Do ya get it?  Its hilarious to me, because I can literally see the enemy at work trying to block me on every side & when it doesn't work, he gets mad & tries something else! I laugh, because I can literally see THE HAND OF GOD IN MY LIFE, ON ME, COVERING ME & PROTECTING ME, so even though the weapons are formed, they SHALL NOT prosper! I AM CTHU! (cracking the heck up) I'M GIDDY FROM ALL THE CIRCLES THE LORD IS RUNNING AROUND my enemy! HAHAHAHAHAHA I can laugh in the face of adversity...and so can you! ROTFLMBO!!!


Proverbs 17:22 Amplified Version A happy heart is good medicine and a cheerful mind works healing, but a broken spirit dries up the bones.

CTHU

CTHU means Cracking The Heck Up! At least that's my version, of it! LOL

I just read thru some of these posts & I was LITERALLY CTHU as if I had never seen it before! I love when God gives me something, because I enjoy it just as much (if not more) as other people may enjoy it! Like I stepped outside of my body & watch me type this stuff!

Mark this day on your calendar...HISTORY WAS MADE! This is the shortest blog I've ever written! LOL (for my email audience, please click the blog title at the bottom of your email to see all the blogs posted to this account).

Proverbs 17:22 Amplified Version A happy heart is good medicine and a cheerful mind works healing, but a broken spirit dries up the bones.

I GOTTA LAUGH TO KEEP FROM CRYING!

OMG! Has it been a whole year? I just looked at the date of my last entry on here & I can NOT BELIEVE IT WAS A YEAR AGO, ALMOST TO THE DAY! That ain't even funny...THAT'S SAD!!! I done sat up here in a depressed state & didn't even know it! My body was aching all over, sometimes I wouldn't eat at all & other times I'd commit gluttony(sin of over eating)! I was only doing enough to get by, the bare minimum! I was up, down & all around! Sometimes I wanted to be bothered & other times I didn't! I kept seeing that commercial..."where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE! Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE! Cymbalta can help... then it stated about 100 side affects that made it seem like I'd be better off just staying depressed! LOL That's crazy!!! LOL I've been through some things, heavy hitters, but not enough to make me be depressed or oppressed for years, at least I didn't think so!
I'm not making fun of depressed people or people who take meds for it, I'm just talking about me!!! WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED TO ME? How long have I actually been this way? Could it still be post partum depression? Surely not...my baby is 10 YEARS OLD for pete's sake! LOL, it can't last THAT long, can it? LOL I don't get it, I was always laughing at myself, someone or something when I was out, but curled up in the fetal position, covered up, feeling blue when I got home! EVERYDAY AIN'T SUPPOSED TO BE A RAINY LIFETIME MOVIE DAY!!! There were a lot of times when I didn't even want to go out, not with friends or family, nobody!!! I knew something was wrong, but I didn't understand how I could be that way when, gosh darn it, I'M A CHILD OF THE KING!!! I'M A DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH! I'M DESTINED FOR GREATNESS! I'M ON A MISSION FOR THE LORD!!! Then it hit me like a ton of bricks! I had an AH HA moment, I realized...THAT'S IT! I'M A TARGET! LOL

Well, I have had good days & enjoyable times, I have not been down all the time, but I told my 2 besties that I knew I could be collecting a check for what I was going through! LOL At times, I felt nuttier than a fruitcake! LOL I'm talking about me, not nobody else, 'cept me! So, please don't be offended! In my aspiring career, I'd surely fit right in!!! Lots of great people in the limelight have suffered from depression & been targets, needing therapy and or medication, etc. Anyone who knows me, should know just what I mean!

I HAVE TRULY FOUND LAUGHTER TO BE ALL THE MEDICINE I NEED! GOD HAS PLACED IT IN ME, I CAN'T RUN FROM IT NOR DO I WANT TO! THE CHURCH I ATTEND IS A GODSEND, MY PASTOR IS HIGHLY ANOINTED, BUT HILARIOUS AT THE SAME TIME! EVERY WEEK I GET CONFIRMATIONS & POSITIVE SPIRITUAL FOOD, WISDOM IMPARTED UPON ME! THE ENERGY THERE IS THROUGH THE ROOF & THERE IS NO WAY I CAN SIT UNDER GOD'S ANOINTING & LEAVE THE SAME WAY I CAME! I ALWAYS PRAY THAT GOD OPEN MY EARS TO HEAR HIM & THAT I LEAVE BETTER THAN WHEN I CAME! GOD IS SO FAITHFUL!

I have started back writing, acting & facebook has become one of my platforms for ministry! I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT WHAT GOD IS DOING! I'VE BEEN DELIVERED FROM THE SPIRIT OF DEPRESSION, PRAISE GOD! Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE! Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE! JESUS CAN HELP!!!

ROLLING ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING MY BUTT OFF, BECAUSE I'M ELATED TO BE FREE!!! I GOT AWAY!!! YAAAAY!!!


















Proverbs 17:22 Amplified Version A happy heart is good medicine and a cheerful mind works healing, but a broken spirit dries up the bones.

YAAAY! I'M BAAAACK!!!

HELLO EVERYONE! HAVE YOU BEEN LAUGHING??? Well, I've been a bit depressed, but I NEVER STOPPED LAUGHING INSIDE!!! I was pretty pathetic while I was down, but I CAN SURE LAUGH ABOUT IT NOW!!! THAT'S A GREAT THING! :) BRINGS FORTH HEALING!!!

Ok, so... I have had sooo many funny moments & could not share them with you because I FREAKIN' FORGOT WHAT EMAIL ADDRESS I USED TO CREATE THIS BLOG!!! LOL I wanted to log on, but couldn't! :( Can you believe that? It's crazy right? I've been bursting at the seams because I need to get all of this stuff out & my blog is the best way for me to that until I can get on somebody's stage!!! (hint, hint to any scouts out there) I use laughter as my medicine & I love to share that joy, but not being able to causes me to me down in the dumps! I had to go thru this whole 'google recovery thingy', but thank God I finally have my 4 blogs back! I've missed you all, my world wide web peeps! LOL
Guess what...I WROTE ALL OF MY EMAIL ADDRESSES & PASSWORDS & BLOG ADDRESSES DOWN & CONNECTED THEM SO THERE IS ONLY 1 PASSWORD TO REMEMBER!!! GOOD STUFF HUH? :)

Meanwhile, back on the ranch...I finally jumped on the Facebook wagon, YES...ME, a person who swore it was the antiChrist lol & I very recently created a website! Yeah, I must be fancy huh? LOL I KNOW RIGHT? This is great for people who have a lot inside that needs to come out at any given moment! Especially great for shy people who can't flow in front of crowds! Also, great for people who are hurting...MY WRITING IS THERAPEUTIC FOR ME & HOPEFULLY IT HELPS OTHERS IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!!!

Ok y'all, until next time... LAUGH, LAUGH & LAUGH SOME MORE, ON PURPOSE, OUT LOUD!!! GO AHEAD, JOIN ME because Oh My God, I AM now Rolling On The Floor Laughing My Butt Off!!! :-)


Proverbs 17:22 Amplified Version A happy heart is good medicine and a cheerful mind works healing, but a broken spirit dries up the bones.